Smile! Damnit!
Just looked over a few of my Pics on FB and in over %90 of them I have a Huge freak’n smile on my face. I realized recently that the world ain’t so bad once you learn and understand how to navigate through it. I have had some really trying moments where I know I wouldn’t make it through but I did, and I always kept a smile on my face. No one knew or ever knows when things are not at the best with me cause one thing that I remember my mom telling me was you don’t have to wear your problems on your sleeve. I remember being in the local super market one evening picking up a few things before I got home. I knew the check out girls and they know me. So when I got to the register the girl said why you always smiling? I said cause I’m always happy, I replied. In front of me was a young woman. She turned and rolled her eyes. I said you should smile you’d feel better. The woman turned and answered “why so I could walk around looking like a clown”? I shock her comment of and didn’t give her the satisfaction of an answer. she left the store not before the check out girl said ” I like when you smile keep smiling” I just gave her a bigger smile said thank you and walked out
Ahead of me I see the women from the store, we are walking in the same direction. We end up at the same building. I walk in behind her she couldn’t seem to find her keys. She was startled when she saw me, you could see it in her eyes. She was shook and you could tell she was afraid for what she had said in the store. She didn’t recognize me from the building. I had my keys out moved past her and opened the door, and held it open for her. I didn’t have a smile on my face at the moment. She hesitated a bit and made her way to the mail boxes. Not really to check her mail but to not have me behind her. lol.
Now I see her often and she smiles at me and often speaks. One day she was fummbeling with her keys again and I walked in the building. Again I unlocked the door and let her in but this time I had to say something. I said ” Funny how clown’s sometimes have the keys to peoples happiness.” she looked at me and dropped her head. I continued to my apartment With a huge Fucking Smile on my FACE!
What I will wear and continue to wear is a Big stupid looking smile!
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What makes these images so compelling is the way they stand out among such scenes of abject poverty — they pose in their Sunday best in weed-filled lots and peacock through the streets crowded with trash and half-dressed children… [their] elegance and pride brings a nice dose of optimism to the region.”
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